a steady stream frozen pixels dead static slowly erasing the scenery until frosted memories fill in frigid vistas the sky is falling iceladen particulates taptaptapping crystal hammers inadrivingstaccato aswirlingblur blanketing day insullensilence blue fingers graspingdesperately for a glimmer of warmth in an absolute desolationofgray of signals distorted magnetic storms afflicting these roguesatellitehearts lost in the […]

electric gray skies crackle with a collection of potential potency an immense weight in projected precipitation a manic fool fidgets the promise of the tempest raging winter’s fury to ensconce the city in an insanity of icy irrelevance midwesternraisedtexassunbraised terminallyunwellinbipolarhell a permanency of insomnia deliriums in hellbasted frames of delicious despair clouds of frozen breath […]

the stillness before the storm feeling the impendingweight of waiting for fresh hell to be unleashed maniclightning no planes circle just the lazy notes jangling of the off key wind chimes the storm just reflects this pressure building inside of my own sullensilence fracturedfantasies of feeling free to write without feeding these starving stalkers dreaming […]

i prefer the scant weeks when night dons her onyx finery allowing the tired sun an early evening short days draped in grayaplomb the flickering candle flame the wind’s howls and a good book happily fucked under a soft warm blanket my seasonal depression only changes flavors as the year wanes and i can make […]

it is difficult balancing the marvels humanity have accomplished with how repugnant a species we are deep down at our core fine turned for destruction through denied evolutions the only thing to rival this chaos is chaos in the form of creation though the circular ar gument of using creati on to create weapons t […]

the cold infiltrated my cocoon when i woke my testicles had icicles and even now the chill has it where i cannot find a clever way to merge the two words when they are alreadymostly the same the polar winds bullied the warm westerly breaking free to swirl with a frigid malevolence over sleepy tejas […]

they replaced fiscal responsibility with fear of missing out tricking the populace into buying things to hold onto knowing they won’t have time to enjoy it but the panic of not being included renders all sense unnecessary it isn’t about the experience it’s about being part of the herd chasing whatever is deemed hot while […]

the most frightening part of death to me is how suddenly it can all stop. one minute you’re miserable over the most absurd thing then you’re dead. the bubble pops. the desperate desire for it all to mean something anything bargaining with imaginary deities who at least in scripture don’t even acknowledge we existed at […]

the ego required to find the energy to constantly be contrarian must be absolutely fucking exhausting finding a way to pull the spotlight onto whichever new(andlikelyimaginary) affront to your flawless era of victimhood is fashionable currently petty ploys at pity parties marginalizing yourself for buys onaloopintoperpetuity barely changing the latest narrative with sloppy antecdotes which […]

a pet peeve of mine is when someone states they thought they were the only one when it comes to not liking something really billions of people and you were the one and the only to come to this opinion did you ask anyone else how they felt or in your deep solipsistic state decided […]

occasionally i question why i continue doing this this . i guess i am frustrated ignored . it isn’t as if i try to be so fucking strange i get bored complicate ideas to keep my always waning interest . it feels like a collosal waste of time. sometimes. most of the time . it’s […]

the miracle of life loses some of its luster when you accept this meat suit doesn’t run off divine purpose just what the various bacteria chemicals and electric impulses dictate daily you woke up craving coffee and perhaps one or two of those muffins which feels mostly as if you dictated each desire when actually […]

the united states government has become domestic terrorists in addition to the wanton terrorism on the global level three shots an innocent woman is dead they want a reason to declare martial law then they can forgo ignoring the constitution because they aren’t going to stop until they are held accountable the pedophile-in-thief filthy would […]

as i get older my obsessive tendencies become worse while my ability to recognize when they come on has gotten a touch better at least allowing me to try and force an exit i balance breaking from mental loops of pervasive thoughts through careful routine picking out healthier options to obsess over usually it is […]

the celebration of birthdays is patently absurd you half of you was the fastest sperm that’s all you grew from tiny parasite into full blown body horror your mother endured one of the singular most traumatic physical events forcing a melon out of a ten centimeter hole then just to add a bit of insult […]

wrote a sonnet last night while feeling nothing except for anxiety followed the scheme scribbling emptiness as an allusion for all my dreams the joy wilted in chasing lightning now i channel naught but whispered odes in the darkness which has come to define me the sheen of absurdity has faded into a sluice where […]

the sparrows burst into a chorus of white noise crackling static in rhythmic loops as the foundation sways drunkenly like dad on a sunday afternoon all i have done is sleep for days waking long enough urinaterehydrate back to chasing spectral images flashing in the shadowy depths a human dreamcatcher lost in exhaustion searching through […]

planes circle a constant rumble i only notice when it stops i lost track of time as a concept when i realized i couldn’t be late to an arbitrary event time doesn’t flow anywhere it doesn’t exist in any form our fragile minds can comprehend expiration dates are merely guesses at how long it will […]

it feels better being stalked from a safe distance than having to deal with the terminally self obsessed rabid monsters consumed with consuming thriving on the misery of others so desperate to be part of something like it is an ozempic sport yet always stuck in the periphery ancillary characters in their own stories spreading […]