i’m not sure about the camel

but i feel the last straw has finally broken my back

too much stress has accumulated into a final mess of acidity in my guts and pounding in my head

there is always a way to make it

somehow someway

but i’ve ran into nothing but brick walls as of late

and today it was decided to just sit down and let the inevitable run its course

i can’t do it anymore

any of it

i quit

take the whole load and be on your merry way

it’s just too much of not enough and i cannot bring myself to care

or stop caring as the case may be

so with a fond fuck you to the cosmos

i’m done

it can take the slowly devolving realm of fecal matter and hope and pound sand in it’s gaping maw

find someone else to be your whipping boy

this one has bled out