if this is
delusion
let me
dream
the skull melts like a candle, dripping down onto the floor on long runs
if this is
dream
let me
sleep
the rose wilts in the case, longing for the bush outside the picturesque window
if this is
love
let me
be yours
his eyes glisten with barely restrained tears as she turns towards the door toward tomorrow
if this is
poetry
let me
write
the ink blots as it the quill scratches in the empty room sending plumes of nonsense spilling
if this is
real
let me
live
he drifts to sleep with her clutched tightly like the treasure he knows she is, invaluable and amazing
if this is
not
don’t tell
me