it’s crazy
i am
crazy

in my head you can decipher all of the clues the things that mean other things that sound like one thing but are most definitely not

you know home
home is her

you know
i am an orphan
half
by choice

no one can see me.

i am
unvisible
to the naked
heart

i shine
on a whole different
spectrum

no one can see me

and i lay these
breadcrumbs
only for birds
to peck

their shit
stains
my every step

it’s crazy
i am
crazy

i need
deciphered
before i lose
the last trace
of who i was
to become