in dreamstasis
an eliptical
contusion
dressed in
optical delusion
sending shimmering
effervescence to
shiver upside down
into inverted
conical receptors
stigmatically
bonding fully upon
defective opioid
deceptions
to traipse along
this pervading
cardiac nervousness

when i close my eyes
and picture you
my brain is flooded
my mouth goes dry
and my heart palpatates
leaving a quivering
chemical spill to
color every throught
i clutch my pillow tight
this surrogate you
and whisper my love
into the eternity
riding the endorphins
in spiral blossoms
of dizzying adoration