it isn’t a case of
being uncomfortable
in my own skin
as much as it is
an inherent dislike
brought on by years
of life showing just
how little i mean
in the day to day
misanthropy screaming
from being self aware

if you translated
all my semi poetic ramblings
into ones and zeros
you would have the kill code
necessary to bring this
entire illusion of delusions
into a blue screen forcing
god to reboot the simulation