if an apple a day
keeps the doctor away
would a quart of holy water
keep my demons at bay
for a few minutes
or is that just
more wishful thinking

i can’t tell
if i am here
or if i am dissociating
into another realm
being antisocial
to the media which
overly consumes
the hours of the day
the thought of speaking
makes me nauseous
and the stories scream
for their release

drinking water
while letting the drugs
consume me whole
because herethereoranywhere
feels uncomfortable
or maybe that’s just
the skin suit i wear
to blend in with the herd