i can feel
panic
welling up
suffocating
on shallow breaths
as i struggle
to figure out
where i am

these roads
so similar to
the many miles
spent in solitary
definement driving
through little
towns which all
blend together

seeking out
license plates
to determine
which state
i am currently
cruising through
scared of what
lays lying to
greet me at the end
well aware of my
state of mind
rapidly circling
the sucking spiral

herethereandeverywhere
simultaneously while
going nowhere at all
trapped in a near constant
state of dissociation
where the only certainty
is my fantastic fuckery