it is
difficult
balancing
the marvels
humanity
have
accomplished
with how
repugnant
a species
we are
deep down
at our core

fine turned
for destruction
through denied
evolutions
the only thing
to rival this
chaos is chaos
in the form
of creation

though the circular ar
gument of using creati
on to create weapons t
o create destruction i
s still creation on a
whole different spectr
um in an infinity of u
seless conjecturing

as we simplify
existence through
automation we
slowly lose
experience in
life to the point
we exist without
truly living due
to a fear of
missing out on
the latest trend
which was dead
long before it
actually began

we create
distractions
formulate
escape from
a life which
could never
live up to
thebillion
dollarhollywood
spectacle about
normal people
doing
normal people
stuff

i tried normal
sometime back
in the nineties

worst hour ever
zero stars
do not recommend

i just wish
humanity
would stop
being assholes
and maybe
spend some of
that wasted time
creating wonder
distract yourself
with something
you dream of
for fucking once

it’s exhausting
chasing someone
else’s dream
forty hours a week

we could all
be weirder
it’s sure as hell
only gets
stranger from here