she gave me a prompt about being color blind but she said colour blind

it was then it hit me

it isn’t the same without u, without you, without a reason to bask in the many varied colors, the many shades of colours, the missing u, missing you, makes it all shades of black and white

i am gray

did she know that would trigger my emotional relapse

my favorite things contain hints of you

so it has become all too real that without you

i am color blind

because the world lacks colour without u