i wondered why
the sun failed to rise
this morning
it has to come to terms
that it will now rise
on a world
without you
it feels so
goddamned unfair
watching a star fall
knowing nothing
will be the same again
i hope you knew
how much
how fucking much
you were loved
or how very much
you will be missed
the sun failed to rise
because it knew
it wouldn’t shine
upon you
and now nothing
feels the same.