he had a
talent
he was able
to decrease
the volume
of his soul
minimize
himself to
nothing
while he
poured his
unwanted heart
into making
sure his
loved ones
were secure

despite the
constant mockery
the clear signs
cast in public
he silently
sent his love
hoped she would
be better soon
even if it is
just to chase
after another

he didn’t mind
looking like a
goddamned fool
a lifetime had
prepared him
for second place