the best part
of a multi month
farewell
as discovered
quite accidentally
by an absolute
troglodyte in
manners of the heart
is this:

by the time
they find the time
to officially
end things
i have had forever
to fill sand bags

it’s only
my soul which is
shattered
my brain
already was
able to piece
it together
while my heart
just continues
its insufferable
fucking beating

i send ripples
across the emptiness
taking
no consolation
in knowing
mine is the heart
she will never
forgive herself for
letting go of