i slip
into this
serendipitous
silence
unfazed
as i phase
faceless
into the
lazy haze
of incremental
doomshivers
quivering
in neurotic
neuron negations

i was never
ever truly here
a manic mirage
waves of bipolar
distortionary
static beamed
from the depths
of inclement hells
a phantom sending
chills down the
spine of love
a fruitless search
and seizure leaving
bloody kisses on
the blank perfection
of artful agonies
hyperbole in
semisentient dismay