i used to dream
of finding
my mallory knox
a partner in madness

now i want
to find
my alice morgan
a partner in the cold

i need the insanity
but
in a controlled
isolated way

i am willing to bet

i will never find either

but

can’t stop the dreaming
or the lonely
just wish
there was a partner
in the crazy
or
that the crazy
wasn’t so overwhelming