i can’t shake this feeling of cold, shivering, sitting on the couch staring at the cloudy sit outside

lost in swirling gray

i never told you that i love you, but you knew it, like the cold outside, it was impossible to ignore

sparrows huddle on the edge of the roof, miserable looking fluffs of brown in the windy night

the mists grow thicker

you managed to ignore it, me, carry on like it doesn’t hang between us like this god damned fog, making everything else impossible to define

it is cold in here, out there, without you, somehow with you as well, even though with you is never how it will be

wish the shivers would leave, those fucking sparrows as well, i need a drink, to drink you in to these frozen hazel empty orbs

i love you, you know