she wonders why
her love is not returned
knowing deep down
it is because
he is at home
with his wife
having dinner
making plans for
a future that
she has no part in
so she does anything
and everything
to be his one desire
then wonders why
his eyes are always roaming
settling on being
another diversion
because he didn’t want
a new lover or life
just a distraction from
the things he takes
for granted daily