inside out
speeding full force
into a wall

a ragged smear
of regurgitated bile
dripping on the
freshly scrubbed
linoleum of a
hellish restroom
at the ass end of
this disambiguously
disingenuous life

every word uttered
swallowed by silence

my depression
a constant reminder of
the lives ruined
for having crossed
my black cat path
breaking mirrors
because i cannot stand
the nothingness
i project out into
a world that never
truly fucking cared

inside out
speeding full force
into disaster