i keep drawing spirals
anxiety channeling my
inner junji ito
my manic madness spinning
sketching spirals inside
of spirals
growing dizzy
yet unable to stop
like my thoughts
blazing across the tinder
of my rain starved mind
waiting for the next
disaster to pummel
this fragile house of cards
the scratching of pencil
against the page
spiraling ever faster
as this toilet of a world
flushes humanity
into the cold embrace of space