the faster we move
the slower
the passage of time
so a moment
in mania
is an hour
in typical
time dilation
but due to the
gravitational
anomalies inherent
in depression
i have lived
a dog’s life
in miseries
while sitting
perfectly still
mathematically
an eternity
spent counting down
to an ignoble end

in conclusion
einstein can
go fuck himself
time is a construct
of inconsequentiality
used to minimize
the suffering
of half live decay