the anxiety
has filed itself
into a million
stabbing jolts
worse case scenarios
play out on a loop
as i whisper
my fervent love
into the æther
preparing myself
for another
flight of fancy
wishing the plane
was headed to her
vacant embrace
an absence hurtling
toward virgina
to talk poetry
to an uninspired
room before fading
into obscurity
a phantom drfiting
through the woods
unbound to this
sphere of incongruence
an ostrich seeking
a pit of sand to
bury my ugliness
in a fit of panic
blowing kisses to
an indifferent ocean