i suppose not every little thing is a matter of perspective
suffocating from lack of oxygen at the top of the world
or drowning in a kiddie pool
either way it goes you’re still just a rotting corpse
i guess the cold air up high would preserve you better
and the toddlers and the urine and the stray dogs would make a mess of you in the pool
but dead is dead is dead is dead
dying from a broken heart or lung cancer or insanity or a car accident
doesn’t really do a damned thing for your perspective when they sew your eyelids closed
or that slow roast at fifteen hundred degrees turns bone to ash
but the perspective of the pigeon shitting on your shoulder is better than that of the pigeon that doesn’t see the window
hollow bones and vacant eyes
in the end we all end up boxed up like take out from the chinese restaurant
some just have fancier lids
the bards say it’s better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all
but is it
he who has never loved has never sat staring at the phone
jumping up at every car door
frantically refreshing the screen
no
he just goes on with his life
maybe he doesn’t smell the roses or appreciate the sun rising in the east
but when he pays the pimp he gets some action and then goes home to peace to read or watch a show or whatever the hell he wants
at worst a shot of penicillin
maybe gets a wart or two frozen off
but compared to falling hard and getting the boot
losing the only thing that brings joy and happiness in an unforgiving world
picking up the shattered pieces of his world as the sun leaves the building
nope he just has to deal with a burning as he pisses
drink some cranberry juice
right as rain
old vincent could have kept his ear if he’d not drank the kool aid
romeo could have lived off his inheritance and married some nice girl from the country
died at ripe old age
some things need perspective
some things just suck
up to you to decide which way you’re looking at it
half empty or half full
it’s another dish to wash in the morning
we are just poor tortured souls, too beautiful for the world around us. well, maybe not me, but you
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Yes. This. All of this exactly.
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as much as i appreciate you getting it, i wish you didn’t. that it didn’t ring true for you as well.
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I feel that way many times myself about my own stuff…
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I was just glancing through here and my goodness I have a ton of catching up to do on your blog!
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they just won’t stop coming.
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