do it

the devil on my shoulder is feeling psychotic this morning

jumping up and down

he keeps jabbing me in the neck with his pitchfork

screaming profanity in my ear

little things like wouldn’t that look great on fire

hit the gas

run the red light

plow into the back of that van

get a bottle of whiskey

who do we know that has coke

let’s go nuts

don’t pay for those groceries

hit on the lady at the counter and just keep walking

you got this

all about swagger

i am trying to ignore him

but it sounds fun

the angel on my other shoulder is hammered

he was hitting the sauce hard

the last thing he muttered before throwing up down my back was do it

today is going to be tough

may need bail money

but only if i get caught

hope they bring the rubber bullets and tasers

12 thoughts on “do it

  1. There was a time, lol, when the separate selves I had did this bu I never had an angel. I had mostly negative selves and you know the reason I stopped giving in to the mental suggestions was sheer exhaustion. They labeled it depression but I was genuinely tired of trying to decipher what nagativty I wanted to give to a world that hated me.

    And then, in that depression I had a dream. And I woke up.

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