i keep the blinds closed
as i
struggle
to remain clothed

it is too damned hot
to be dressed
too damned cold
for nudity

so i choose
to follow the path
life has chosen
for me
a donkey carrot/stick/combination
for the ages

anonymity
impersonality

alternating between
too many blankets(statements or otherwise)too much flesh(floppy bits and fur covered delusions)and too heavy(illusions littered across my mind)

i am
sick and tired
of being
tired and sick
so i wear my
delusions
like my
received affections

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