soundless

i am lost

how many pills did i dry swallow on an empty stomach while searching the room for you

what day is it

too many without you

my head is fuzzy

my brain is stuck in a loop of destitution

another soundless scream written from the bowels of loneliness

trapped in this repetitive prison of my own design

taking pills to numb the pain that isn’t physical, but the cure isn’t readily at hand

i am lost

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