woke up
sad
nothing helping
workout
shop
cook
nothing
just
an absent ache
an icicle
tapping
against
the cardial sac

wishing
for empty
instead
of frozen

bobbing
for chlorinated apples
in the open
sewer of my mind
i have a headache
but my heart
feels bruised
like a plum
from lack of you
nestled tight
against me
when the sleeps
won’t come

then
the sorrow strikes
as i realize
that isn’t fair
to put
on your lovely shoulders
so it gets
choked
down down down

i just woke up
sad
nothing helping
knowing you’re
so far away
i am
incapable of
folding reality
to bring you
close