screaming in silence

i have never asked
for more than enough
having received
lesser and lesser
i learned to stop
praying i would
one day
move the mountain
instead hoping just
to have the strength
to walk around it.

i whisper all my
desires and needs
to the ceiling
it feels the same
as prayers
just the ceiling exists
and doesn’t hide its
casual disdain.

floating on the seas
lost and tired
seeing your face
in the sea foam
yet unable to kiss
your lips
wishing to drown
but knowing that
life isn’t done
dry fucking me to death.

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