apathy.
icicles forming
along my
shivering limbs.
yet i feel
nothing.
so overloaded
on the day to day
minutiae
each emotion
fireworks
blinding me
in my
apathetic haze.
disconnected.
a constant
sensation of
falling
as i flail
in this
dissociative
incongruence.
anxious.
stomach
twisted into
fiery knots.
electrified.
over stimulated
to the point of
apathy.
consistently
disappointed.
jittery.
waiting for
the next shoe
to drop
unable to sleep.
to think.
to write.
nude in a
hailstorm of
rusted razors
numb from
a loss of blood.
overwhelmed.
apathetic.
unvisible.
unrelenting.
indistinct.