light headed
the world keeps spinning
and i feel
every rotation
pulling me farther
into the dark
swirling at the edge
of my vision
i watch as the floor
warbles ckoser
to my heavy head
there is nothing
no light
no pain
just a serenity
in absence
four blues eye
two brown
call into the abyss
and i long to succumb
to remain here
but i feel
a reluctant thump
followed slowly
by another
and as fast as
the darkness came
there is nothing
but light
but pain
and them sniling
and i am home
but i still recall
the eternal black
and i know
one day
there will be
no coming back
a lingering kiss
of oblivion
tingling my cheek