tantalizingly out of reach

swimming in and out of focus

i’ve forgotten what it means to be whole

can you see me standing here, light refracting from the fear, the end is all so clear, hold me close and call me dear

adversity, amoral acceptance of actual accidental arrogance

ambiguous at best

the thin line between desire and detestable

delectable and demonic

acceptance in rejection

i offer myself to you, my emptiness, my mind

as a plaything, a lover and a fool

just so out of reach

at the tip of my fingers

or at the other end of space

the suffering and the succor

rapturous relevations