losing her was like
baking cookies
in sylvia plath’s oven
seering in the flavors
of sorrow and loss
holding her was like
going swimming
with virgina woolf
the currents of her body
drawing me under
staring at her was like
skeet shooting
with hemmingway’s shotgun
the aim was immaculate
deadly and serene
loving her was like
curing tropical illness
with jack london’s brew
opium, mercury and heroin
healing and killing in turn