i fell into my head today and ignored the world outside

i fell into my head today because all i wanted was to fall into you

i fell into my head today and screamed as the walls closed in

i fell into my head because i fell in love knowing it wasn’t mine

i fell into my head because there i am not totally by myself

i fell and fell and fell ever downward never looking up

i am staying in here because the world out there doesn’t want me

i shaved and showered and the entire time avoided the mirror

i couldn’t bear to bare myself to myself when even he is aloof

i fell into my head today because every time i fall it is a failure