he realized
just how much
of
his life
was framed
by a dirty
windshield

like
the laziest director
was
in charge
of the motion picture of
fumbling

incompetence.

he isn’t
insane
not totally
not yet

but

he is constantly
watching
for the credits
to begin
rolling.

he doesn’t
remember

auditioning
for the lead role
in epic
catastrophe
layered
with self sabotage
peppered

with idiocy.

yet here he is
ready
for his
close up.