feel meteoric
as i yearn to crash
initiate self destruct
pulling pins
unable to find
the right one
just errant nails
jammed deeply
into the flesh of
a human voodoo doll
the radius of my
irradiated heart
can cleanse the city
of the human plague
if i could just recall
which one starts
the countdown
losing all sense of
myself as i whip
between vehicles
middle fingers extended
out the window
as molotovs slosh
onto my pants
unable to strike a match
as the concrete
blurs around me
a self deluded missile
on a collision trajectory
a tailess comet
chasing itself into
the open arms
of sweet oblivion