a summer storm
sudden thunder as
the sunlight filters
between fat droplets
a heavy blanket
of humidity laden
intoxicating
disenchantments
falls over me
waterboarded by
an oversaturation
of billowing gray
conscious enough
after days of no
sleep to know that
this is an illusion
everything we see is
upside down and
shot in black and white
while chemicals in
raging electrical
dissonance translate
it into a spectrum
of agonized untruth
showering us all in
delusions with no
way of finding out
what is real at all
a summer storm
thunder crashes down
startling the sparrows
listening to a
madman sob
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You DON’T have tears. YOU case all the problems so you are sad stop lying! You are the storm you are the rain you are the one who cashes pain for ME while you live a good life with the whores you picked over me. Everything is going exactly the way you want it it to. The only person who loses is me so fuck you
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Oh. Hi Tammy. Look who ran out of meds and thinks she knows strangers on the internet. Please. Share the tale of how someone you never met made you feel bad. And please, talk shit about others you’ve never met as well. Wanna stalk anyone I’m interested in and make them leave the platform like in the past? You are human herpes. You keep coming back for no reason.
Let me clarify. You do not fucking know me. My life. My relationships. You know nothing about me. But I know all about you. Do I need to contact your family through email again and let them know you’re off your meds? That you’re attacking me online again? Or should I wait for the death threats to start again?
I’ve tried to be nice. To be polite. You refuse to be a human being though. And today is not the fucking day.
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