i talk a big game
use big words and metaphorical warfare to cover deficiencies
when all i want is a her to call my lady and cuddle when the world is too much
one that can pound some sense into my throbbing skull
push me to be better
force me to continue on when all i want is to hide in bed for a few weeks straight
or join me and make a blanket fort and make love while the rest of the world chokes on a bag of dicks
one that points me in the right direction when the mania takes hold
and is willing to listen when the weight of it all is too much and is trying it’s damnedest to crush me
she knows i talk a big game
hide behind big words and metaphorical warfare
she sees through it into the child hiding inside the scarred facade
has an understanding of why my tongue is razor sharp
an enjoyment of when it is smooth as silk
doesn’t expect me to always be on
but can appreciate when i am and be my partner in crimes against stupidity
i’m asking for too much
she has to be able to read the currents of sarcasm that radiate and be able to tell when i’m serious and when i’m on a tangent
she can hide behind big words and engage in metaphorical warfare
and talk a big game
if she wants to build a blanket fort and hide from the world it’s okay too
because we’ll be partners in crime
a team against everyone else
maybe she’ll need me as much as i need her
and i absolutely pity anyone that dares make her upset
these scars aren’t for show
and i’m not afraid of adding to the collection
even if i am just a hurt child inside
that talks a big game
and puts her first in every way
the missing jigsaw puzzle is never round and perfect cut, far from itπ§©
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