koi

orange and black koi
dart across
the shadow dappled pond
feast and fuck
no thought
no sense
i feel envious
stress
overthinking
i wonder how…

no

it is serene
in the yin yang pool
the water flows gently
over
the dark black stones
bamboo
a dragonfly flits
between the petals
of the yunzhu flowers

the koi fish
leaps out
swallows the dragonfly
then returns
beneath the placid surface
with no ripple
back to aimless swimming
sated
empty eyes
dazedly looking
for something to screw

i hate it

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