i can’t even
make myself
the hero

of my own tale.

just another passing
pedestrian
walking
down the sidewalk
of someone else’s

book.

and

i am just so
fucking
tired of it all.

never mind.

i am
sure
there is someone
doing
exactly the same thing
that you should give
your attention to

instead.

i will be

over here

spinning
my tires
uselessly.

wondering why.