i love you
more
than i love me
that’s the reason
i am the best
you will ever have
but
never
will be enough
in the end
when all is said and done
it is a ravine
you will try and fill
to no avail
until you realize
it isn’t worth it
i am not worth it
not any longer
i know
i understand (i don’t)
it’s funny
not funny haha
but funny
in that way
you can feel tears
forming
that lump
building
in the back of your throat
a slight tremor
as you make excuses
to get away
before
before
i love you
more than
i love myself
and
i always will