she pushed me against the wall

i let her

she stared daggers directly into the soft gray matter behind my eyes

she snarled a lip up

put her fingernail against my throat and i felt her draw blood

the anger on her face doing things to me i couldn’t put into words

do you want to hit me

no

because you’re too much of a pussy to do it

because i was raised better

raised to be a walking vagina

i could do whatever i want to you and you would just take it

yes

what is it you want to do

hurt you

then do it

but that isn’t exactly it

is it

fuck you

that sounds more like truth

you’d let me

whatever i want to do to you

whatever you want to do to me

hurt me

you’d like that

maybe

maybe i would like how much you like it

maybe the thought of drawing my blood gets you soaked

it doesn’t

it does

dripping

your pupils have dialated

and you keep squeezing your legs together

especially after you drew blood

no

your breathing faster

that’s not it

i can’t stand you

can’t stand my tongue in my mouth and not inside you

tasting your teeth

no

tracing your nipples

they’re so hard

stop

i can see them poking through your bra

no

she slaps me

no

are you lying to me or yourself

i’m not lying

how about you lay back and spread those sexy legs for me

let me lick from your throat to your sweet wet little

slap again

no

stop

how did those words taste

bitter

kiss me and see how i taste

her hands went around my throat

tighter and tighter

do you want to taste something else i rasped little dots flickering at the edge of vision

a little lower maybe

i hate you so much

that wasn’t a no

she released a little and cool air went into hungry lungs

what do you want from me

everything

to lick you, to bite you, to make you scream

to fuck me

is that what you want

isn’t it what you want

i want you

any way you will let me have you

any way

every way

every way

yes

tell me what that means

it means my tongue over every inch of your body

tracing down your spine while my fingers pinch and probe and enter you

spread you open while my tongue buries itself in you from behind

you can lay on your back with your feet on my shoulders while i make you beg me to make you cum

writing poetry on your clit while my finger massages your g spot

until you lose the ability to speak

keep going

say please

please

i will tattoo my name across your trembling body and make you see divinity as your eyes roll back and your fingers dig into the back of my head

you will cry tears of unbridled joy when i finally allow you to cross the threshold of unholy pleasure

and you will beg me to take you

yes

yes what

all of it

everything

then kiss me

taste the blood on my lips

her hands never left my throat

and i don’t know if she was aware how tightly she squeezed as she kissed me

or how long she did

but i would leave every word i said as true

and i would turn her hatred into lust

her lust into need

and her need into something so explicitly exquisite

it would turn into love

if it wasn’t already