in an effort to be more transparent, i have stripped my skin off
bare musculature and suddenly external organs
impossible to hide when you leave a trail of blood everywhere you go
exposed nerve endings and alabaster skeleton, the ultimate in showing off the real you
i have nothing left to hide, in fact i have nothing at all, no hidden agenda, no secret meaning to my actions, nothing but what you see being what you get
the wind buffets my bare bones soliloquy, the sun stabs and cooks raw flesh, it is a dearth of riches and folly of one
standing in line, no one gets to close, unexpectedly hovering next to the walking anatomical figure, fat deposits and malignant hypertension, a nonsensical creature scaring children in an effort to be more upfront
the biggest issues is birds thinking the overworked vascular is just as much worms for the feast, the unblinking ocular masterpiece of incidental self discovery
of carpal tunneling to truth, nothing humerus about the calcium bereft, finally got that six pack abdominal stained with bile and liver rejuvenation therapy
is it me or is cold in here
is it me or just a freakshow
am i the subject of mockery and pointed meta carpal, inhumane and divine in one slowly dysfunctional form
melting into a pile of my own self worth, apply saline solution and keep the tendons taut
the thigh bone is connected to a series of tendons, muscles and blood vessels, marrow creating blood cells, seated into the cusp of the hip bone
there is more to me than the meat suit i am trapped in, carving away the parts of me that you cannot bare to see, the parts of me that are not attractive enough, so i can be on your arm
this biomechanical thunderstorm of emotion and acid combustion engine, reach out and grab my heart on your taloned fingers, feel the perpetual motion machine that houses this person, know there is no soul to know, nothing more, nothing special
we are just so much unconsumed meat, we are nothing more than the chemical needs of self entitlement
crack apart my skull and see if you can find the exact spot where the break occurred, the broken bits of a bipedal animal, an anomaly only in that i realize i am nothing, and in my nothingness become transcendent, dependent
let me slide my skin back on and dress my scars into a reasonable facsimile of a person, cover these faults and insecurities, shave and shower the bloody fingerprints from the sallow suit
imperfections and blemishes hidden in an effort to be something less repugnant but what has been seen cannot be unseen
i cannot be unseen no matter how much i am forgotten and down trodden
just chunks of raw meat and and an electrical storm, calcified, falsified and flagrantly flawed
like all of us
but mostly me
i’ll be the skinless one over here
Love this one also! Hard hitting!
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This is intensely honest and gravitating. One of my faves so far I would say.
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And I liked it despite the huge lack of content. Lack of huge content? 🤔
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I think I getcha
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Aw. I clicked on this and thought there’d be pictures 😔
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Hahahaha
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You laugh in the face of my disappointment
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Never. Never ever. It was a nervous chuckle.
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Lol
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