the weight of the world crushes down, anxiousness ebbs from the core of my being, compressing, collapsing, a man sized crater all that remains
i yearn to become an armadillo
halfway there as is
a leprous thing, tainting all that come near, eyes glowing in the night, reflecting a light not inherent inside
curling into a ball at the first sign of anything, when life gets too real, avoiding touch, feeling, thought
rolling away, hiding, hoping the armor is resilient enough to keep predators at bay, to keep everything at arm’s length, for fear of feeling
anything
step right up ladies and gents, see the fool attempt a feat of extreme cowardice, is he man? is he armadillo? no one knows, another relic, an emotional contortionist crushed by the weight of his own missgivings
a nickel to see the manadillo, a rare specimen found hiding in a cave in north central texas
before he finally goes extinct
Don’t make me come down there! But I know this feeling all to well. You got this! Your writing is brilliant!
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Cute
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lol. This is not cute! Is it? I’ll take your word for it.
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Welll… armadillos are cute. And you’re cute. Sooo… I guess I pictured the manadillo would be cute too 🤷🏼♀️
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We totally are seeing different things. Hahahaha
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I will re-read it to be sure….
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I do think armadillos are cute. I watched a video with a baby and it made me want one. Sort of.
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Focus in on the “sort of” part. That’s how I feel about dogs and cats and pets in general (except a miniature donkey… I will always want one – go on watch some videos of THOSE, I dare you)
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No. I can’t bare wanting one of those. I wanted a hedgehog for years but they are beyond me.
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Hedgehogs are cute but donkeys are AWESOME!! And they live like 50 years.
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I don’t think the apartments will let me have one. They don’t mind a little ass, but a full grown one would be an issue
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Tell them it’s your service donkey.
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Lol. I’m not getting a donkey. I barely keep myself alive.
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Okay. Starting at “step right up….” until the end…. it becomes cute. It’s like the first 2/3s you were writing then caught sight of yourself reflected in your coffee or phone screen and subconsciously started writing cute because… you know… you are! Hahaha! (That’s my working theory at this point.)
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There was coffee involved.
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I *knew* it!!!!
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